The UNfattening

In between binge eating and not eating at all, I have come to realize that being fit is a lifelong endeavor. And as much as I would like to quit this journey, I believe I had gone too far to even let myself slump out. I recall that moment when I actually realized that I had dropped 12 pounds of pure slack. At first, everyone thought I was developing anorexia. But I knew I wasn't, I just had been too obsessed with my case studies that I had been slowly doing away with midnight snacks. Eating makes me sleepy. I had no right to sleep come case study deadlines. And there, eventually, I had mastered the habit of overdosing on caffeine. It wasn't good but it kept me going for at least another hour or two. And it made me lose more weight. Now I have nothing decent to wear. Everything in my closet makes me look like a hanger.